Lets get lost.....Diaries de Motorcicela
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Monday, May 19, 2008

Recollecting Memories of Her.......







Ek ladki khud se bhagti huyi, na koi manjil, na koi hamsafar, phir bhi chalti ja rahi hai…na usko khud pata hai, na hi mujhe…
…pata nahi uska saya bhi uske sath hai ya nahi…
Kareeb char ya panch salon se janta hu use…..ghanto batain ki hogi roz, jane kitni bar din din bhar, kitne din, kitni ratain bujhayi…. par jan hi nahi paya kabhi usko, kitne kareeb thi wo pahle mere..par hame pata nahi kyo tab kisi ki value pata chalti hai jab wo ja chukka hota hai…or ek din wo chali gayi…phir kabhi nahi aane k liye..… kitni bar yu laga k shayad bhoolne laga hun use..phir kabhi ek aznabi number se call aata hai….or wahi aawaz….jo shayad duniya ki sabse meethi aawaz hai..kano me ghulti hai…kitni shikaytain jo mahino se sambhal kar rakhi hoti hai maine…jane kyon kar hi nahi pata hun…kab tak tum yunhi bhagti rahogi…

Kuch log shayad kabhi bhulaye nahi jate… kabhi zindgi k safar me mil jate hain…magar wo hamsafar banaye nahi jate… …

Dost hain ham shayad…. kyonki Mujhe pata hai.. wo mujhe pyar wyar to bilkul nahi karti….or Main bhi nahi karta…ya phir mujhe pata hi nahi k pyar kya hota hai…kisi par crush hone k liye to kuch pal lagte hain….par kisi k kareeb jane k bad use bhoolne me zindgi guzar jati hai… Or shayad main kabhi bhoola bhi na sakta usko…
. I get the best feeling in the world when she say hi to me on the phone. ..

Jab wo mujhse pahli bar mili to uski zindgi me Gaurav tha…main to sirf ek dost tha....
Gaurav k bare me usne mujhe shayad doosri mulaqat me hi bata diya tha…wo khush thi uske sath….phir ek din uska phone aaya..k ham marriage kar rahe hain.....pata nahi wo janti thi ya nahi k ye sun kar mujhe khushi to nahi hogi…par usne bata diya…
Din beette gaye….ab Gaurav nahi hai uski zindgi me…..

wo meri kaun hai..shayad.kuch rishton ka nam hi nahi hota…kyon yad aa jati hai kabhi kabhi uski.. kuch sawalon ka jawab bhi nahi hota…

I lost myself and I had no idea why I fell for her. Koi reason nahi mil raha hai coz we were good friends not lovers….. Years passed and I'm long over her feeling but….left an imprint in my memories..It didn't matter to me now that she didn't know or that she didn't feel the same.
Hey Anu….. shayad tum mujhse kabhi na milo...ya phir kabhi yad bhi na karo...but... If you shall ever need me, you know that I'll be there.. . I'll never stop caring you…..
this is kneeraj missing u.......