Kuch baki.....

janti ho? k mujhe pata hai abhi tum us se bat kar rahi hogi. I love you bhi bolti ho kya? us k sath bhi whispering me batain karti ho? Meri yad bhi aa jati hai kya kabhi kabhi beech me? usko tumhari sanson ki awazain bhi aati hongi jab tum kuch nahi bol rahi hoti hogi.   aAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. Fuck!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Soch kar hi kuch kar baithne ka dil kar ta hai. hathon ki ungliyon se lekar pairon ki ungliyon tak kuch aisa feel hota hai jaise kitni hi lakhon suiyan chubbha di ho kisi ne or ab thodi hi der me ye Hath Paon kam karna band kar denge.  kal se tum ne mere sms k reply bhi nahi kiye. main tumhare one liner reply se samjh gaya tha monx k tum us k sath phone par busy ho ya chatting kar rahi ho. Aaj ek bat to pata chal gayi k jisne bhi kaha tha "pyar ek hi bar hota hai"..wo galat tha...dusri bar bhi ho sakta hai. pata chal gaya. Tumhe pata hai? tum se alag alag rahte huye jab bhi main shimla aata tha mujhe sab wo jagah dekhne ka dil karta tha jahan jahan hum bar bar jaya karte the or baithe rahte the ya walk karte the, par aaj jiase hi kisi ne kaha k "Choice" chalte hain, mujh se wahan jaya hi nahi gaya..agar main wahan chala jata na to pakka ro padta. Main apne hathon me ab bhi tumhare hathon ki chhuan mahsoos kar sakta hun monx. Meri bahon me abhi bhi hamare hug ki garmi baki hai. Maine aaj tak kabhi socha hi nahi k tum kisi or ki bhi ho sakti ho. Main tumhe share nahi kar sakta. aadhi adhoori jitni bhi bachi ho mere ander, wahan se chali jao tum plz. Kuch baki mat rakhna. Main to himmat nahi kar paa raha k tum ko nikal doon. kabhi kar bhi nahi paunga. khud hi chali jao.

 Tum wahi ho na? NAhi ab tum meri tum nahi ho. wo aisi ho hi nahi sakti..meri wo mar gayi..tum ne mar diya us ko. Itni himmat kaise juta payi tum monx? I cant believe tumhe us se pyar ho gaya? Ek din wo meri Monx ko chhuega bhi.....!!!!!!!!!!!! tab tak to mere aansoo bhi sukh chuke honge, tab bhi kya ye aankain bheeg payengi?